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The social worker came on a Thursday, which was bin day, which meant the whole estate smelled of rotting vegetables and the particular despair of things that had been discarded before they had ever really been used. Kelly watched her pick her way across the courtyard, stepping around a shopping trolley that had been there since winter, and she thought: here we go again.

The flat was on the fourteenth floor, which meant the lift was broken, which meant the social worker would be out of breath when she arrived, which meant she would be annoyed before she even started. Kelly had learned to read these things. She was eleven years old and she could read the weather of a room the way other children read books: the pressure systems of adult disappointment, the cold fronts of unpaid bills, the slow accumulation of silences that meant her mother had stopped opening the post again.

Her little brother, Ryan, was sitting on the kitchen floor, running a toy car back and forth across a crack in the linoleum. He did this for hours sometimes, the same motion, the same sound, the small wheels clicking over the same fault line. Kelly did not try to stop him. She understood the comfort of repetition, the way a small, manageable action could hold back something larger and less manageable. She had her own repetitions. She counted things. Steps on the stairs. Cracks in the ceiling. The days since her father had last called.

The social worker's name was Miss Okonkwo. She was young and earnest and wore a lanyard with too many security badges, as if she were guarding something more important than a case file on a family that had been failing for so long that failure had become its own kind of stability. She sat at the kitchen table and opened her folder and asked questions that Kelly had learned to answer without really answering.

How is your mother, Kelly.

She's resting.

Has she been to the doctor.

She has an appointment.

Are you eating properly.

Yes.

Each answer was a door closing. Kelly had become very good at closing doors.

The truth was that her mother was not resting. She was in the bedroom with the curtains drawn, lying on a mattress that had lost its springs two years ago, staring at the ceiling with an expression that Kelly had tried and failed to name. It was not sadness exactly. Sadness was an emotion, and emotions required energy. This was something more like erosion, the slow wearing away of a person until only the shape remained.

The truth was that there were no appointments. The GP's office had stopped sending reminders. The prescriptions had run out. The money had run out before that, and before that something else had run out, something that did not have a name in any of the forms the social worker carried in her folder.

The truth was that they were not eating properly. The fridge contained half a loaf of bread, a tin of beans that Kelly was saving for Ryan's birthday, and a jar of marmite that had been there so long it had developed its own ecosystem. Kelly had learned to stretch things: a packet of pasta across four days, a litre of milk across a week that felt like a month. She had learned to feel hungry so consistently that hunger had stopped feeling like a sensation and started feeling like a condition, like the color of her eyes or the shape of her hands.

Miss Okonkwo closed her folder. She looked at Kelly with an expression that was trying very hard to be professional and not quite succeeding. "I'm going to recommend additional support," she said. "There are programs. There are options."

Kelly nodded. She had heard this before. Programs and options were words that adults used when they did not know what else to say, when they had run out of solutions but could not admit it because admitting it would mean admitting that the whole system was a scaffolding built over a hole that nobody wanted to look into.

After the social worker left, Kelly went into the bedroom and lay down beside her mother. The ceiling had seventeen cracks. She had counted them many times. She counted them again, just to be sure.

"Was that the social," her mother said. It was not quite a question.

"Yes."

"What did she want."

"The usual."

Her mother closed her eyes. Her breathing was shallow and uneven, like a radio signal fading in and out of range. Kelly reached over and took her hand. The skin was cool and dry and very thin, as if her mother were slowly becoming translucent, as if one day soon there would be nothing left to hold.

Ryan was still in the kitchen, running his toy car over the crack in the linoleum. The sound was steady and rhythmic and almost soothing. Click. Click. Click. Like a heartbeat. Like a clock. Like the sound of a world that kept turning even when you wished it would stop, just for a moment, just long enough to catch your breath.

Kelly closed her eyes. The ceiling had seventeen cracks. Tomorrow there would be seventeen more. And she would count them all.

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