The fog did not lift from the Yorkshire moors in November of 1888. It pressed against the windows of Blackwood Manor like a living thing, breathing on the glass with the wet cold of a century that had already begun to die. Eleanor Ashworth stood in her father's study and wound the pocket watch backward. She had found it three weeks ago, in a locked drawer beneath his writing desk, wrapped in velvet that smelled of camphor and old tobacco. The watch had three faces instead of one. The middle face showed the current time. The left face showed something that looked like time but was not—numbers she did not recognize, arranged in patterns that hurt her eyes if she stared too long. The right face was blank. Mr. Thorne, the family's horologist, had looked at the watch once and said nothing. He was a man of sixty-two who had served the Blackwoods for forty years and had learned, in that time, that some things were not meant to be understood. He only said: "Your father was a curious man, Miss Eleanor." She wound it backward. The gas lamps in the corridor brightened. The grandfather clock in the hall struck a hour that had not yet arrived. She awoke on the floor of a room she recognized but did not recognize—the same study, but different. Younger. The wallpaper was a deeper green. The air smelled of beeswax and rain and something else—something like the future, if the future had a smell. A maid opened the door. She was young, with a face Eleanor would later forget, and she said: "Miss—you sent for me?" Eleanor did not know who she was supposed to be. But the watch in her hand told her: you are a lady from Baton Rouge, visiting cousins at Blackwood Manor. You arrived three days ago. Nobody questions this because nobody at Blackwood Manor questions anything that involves a woman in fine clothing with money to burn. She found the manor house as it had been thirty years earlier—in 1858, when the fog was thinner and the family's fortunes were thinner still. Lord Ravenscroft's debts had swallowed half the estate. The remaining half was held hostage by a engagement: young Isadora Blackwood, nineteen years old, promised to Lord Ravenscroft's nephew, a man Eleanor would learn was cruel, vain, and possessed of a laugh that sounded like a door slamming. Issie—Isadora to everyone—was not cruel. She was afraid. She sat in the morning room with her hands folded in her lap and her eyes fixed on a point on the wall that was neither here nor there, and she listened to her aunt discuss wedding dates as if she were a horse being prepared for a race. Eleanor found Edmund Hale on the second day. He was in the library, looking at landscape sketches with the intensity of a man who would rather be looking at anything else. He was twenty-eight, gentle-faced, and wore his clothes as if they belonged to someone else. He was Isadora's fiancé by arrangement. He was also, Eleanor realized with a shock that felt like guilt, the kind of man she would have loved in any other life. "You're the cousin from Baton Rouge," he said, not looking up. "I am," Eleanor said. She did not know how to say I am also a woman from 1888 who has fallen in love with a man who is engaged to his cousin and who will grow up to be kind and spineless and entirely unable to save himself. The watch grew cold in her pocket. She noticed it on the third day—that her hands were becoming translucent when she held them up to the candlelight. Not dramatically. Not like a ghost. But if she looked at her fingers through a candle flame, she could see the flame through her skin. She told herself it was the fog. By the fifth day, she understood. Each time she used the watch to change something—each time she whispered advice to Issie or intercepted a letter or arranged for Edmund and Isadora to be alone in the conservatory—she weakened. The watch was feeding on her. Not maliciously. Indifferently. It was a machine that ran on sacrifice, and Eleanor was the fuel. The winter ball was the climax of everything. The Blackwood estate was decked in holly and candlelight. Two hundred guests arrived in carriages that clattered over the frozen mud of the drive. Eleanor wore a dress that belonged to a woman who had died ten years ago—she found it in the attic, and when she put it on, it fit perfectly, as if the dress remembered her the way she remembered them. She watched Isadora and Edmund stand apart from the dancing, both of them smiling the way people smile when they are waiting for something terrible to be over. She watched Lord Ravenscroft's nephew—Lord something, Eleanor had not bothered to learn his name because it did not matter—drink too much and speak to Isadora in a voice that was not a voice but a threat wrapped in polite words. Eleanor did what she had been sent to do. She spilled wine on the nephew's white waistcoat in the middle of the drawing room, and when he turned purple with rage, she said, loudly enough for everyone to hear: "Oh dear. How clumsy of me. I suppose some people simply cannot be trusted to hold a glass without making a spectacle of themselves." It was a small thing. Wine on a waistcoat. But in the world of Victorian reputation, it was a spark in a room full of powder. The guests murmured. Isadora's aunt looked scandalized. And Edmund—dear, timid Edmund—stood up. "I believe," he said, his voice shaking but audible, "that Lord something has had more than his fair share of champagne. And I believe that Miss Isadora would prefer to dance." He asked Isadora to dance. She said yes. They danced. And Eleanor, standing in the shadows near the grandfather clock, felt the watch go warm one final time. She wound it forward. The world tilted. The ball dissolved. The fog closed in. She awoke in her father's study in 1888. The watch was gone. In its place, on the desk where her father used to work, was a small silver scar on her wrist, the shape of a watch strap. She did not remember the ball. She did not remember Edmund or Issie or the wine on the white waistcoat. But her hand moved, unconsciously, winding an imaginary watch the way her father used to. And her hand trembled. The study was exactly as she had left it. Her father's chair was pushed back from the desk. A candle burned down to a nub on the reading table. The leather-bound book he had been reading lay open at page two hundred and forty-seven, a place he had never found the courage to continue to. She sat in his chair. She breathed in the smell of tobacco and camphor and old paper, and she understood, with a clarity that was almost pain, that her father had been a man who loved curious things and was afraid of them, the way all good men are afraid of the things they love most. Outside, the fog pressed against the windows like a living thing. 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