I am the most reliable narrator you will ever encounter, which is to say I am the least reliable.

You should not trust a word I say, but you should trust me to tell you that you should not trust me, which is the only honest position a narrator can occupy in a story this rotten.

My name is Silas Vane. I am thirty-one years old and I have never held a job for longer than nine weeks, which is not a failure of employment so much as a success of avoidance. I am the kind of man who can talk his way out of a paddy wagon and into a parlor and then talk his way out of the parlor and into a bottle, and the bottle is the only honest relationship I have ever maintained.

I am telling you this story because I owe it to the dead and to the living and mostly to myself, though I will not pretend the selflessness is pure. The truth is I am sitting on my porch in a town that might be in Mississippi or might be in Louisiana or might be a town that exists only in the space between a lie and the moment someone finds out it is a lie, and I am writing because the writing is the only thing that does not ask me to prove I am who I say I am.

Which, to be clear, is not who I say I am.

The crew assembled in the humidity of June 1954, and the humidity was the kind that makes you feel like you are being hugged by someone who does not want to let go and never will. Big Daddy Thibodeaux came first, because he lives in New Orleans and the rest of us live in whatever direction the money blows. He was forty-two, a former jazz drummer whose hands had blown out from too much whiskey and not enough care, and who now ran a boarding house full of people who were running from something. He agreed to the plan because the plan involved money and because money is the only thing that makes running feel like standing still.

Maggie Belle Fontenot arrived next, because she lives in whatever car she is driving and that car was parked outside the boarding house because she needed gas and I offered to pay for it, which was my first lie of the entire operation. I could not pay for her gas. I had twelve dollars and a pocket watch that did not belong to me. But Maggie Belle does not need you to pay for gas. She needs you to not be in her way, and I am very good at not being in her way when it serves me.

Sparrow came last. Walter DuBois, twenty-four, from Jackson, small and quick and innocent in the way that young men are innocent — not because they are good but because they have not yet understood that the world does not reward goodness, it rewards survival, and the two are not the same thing. I told him the plan was honest. It was not. He believed me. He still does, I think, which is the most terrible thing I carry.

The plan was called Exit Strategy, which is a name that sounds noble until you realize that exiting is what you do when you are running and running is what you do when you have stolen something you do not have the right to. The target was a plantation house near Natchez, and the prize was a collection of bearer bonds that belonged to a family that had been dead for twenty years and whose money had been sitting in a safe that I had spent three weeks learning to open.

Miss Mercy Crowe was the complication.

She owned the largest plantation still operating in the county, and everyone in town thought she was a saint because she fed the workers and sent the children to church and never raised her voice above a whisper. I thought she was a mark because she was wealthy and isolated and surrounded by money that nobody was watching.

I was wrong about both things.

She was not a saint. She was something worse — she was a woman who understood that power is not something you display, it is something you hoard. She fed the workers not out of charity but out of leverage. She sent the children to church because churches are the best intelligence network in the South, and Mercy Crowe was building a network that stretched from this county to Baton Rouge to New Orleans and probably to Washington, and I was a foolish man who thought he could walk into her house and steal from her without her knowing I was coming.

She knew. She knew before I arrived in Natchez. She knew before I met Maggie Belle. She knew before Sparrow packed his bag.

The betrayal was not dramatic. Dramatic betrayals are for movies and people who still believe in drama. My betrayal of my crew was quiet and small and happened on a Tuesday in July, in a kitchen with cracked linoleum and a refrigerator that hummed like a dying man, when I sat across from Mercy Crowe and told her everything I knew about the crew in exchange for a promise that she would not tell the sheriff I had ever been in the state of Mississippi.

I did not apologize to them. I did not explain. I simply rearranged the truth until it suited me, which is what I have been doing my entire life.

The heist went sideways immediately. The bonds were real but traceable, the safe was wired, and Big Daddy — big, gentle, broken Big Daddy — got into a confrontation with a security guard that ended with the guard on the floor and Big Daddy screaming in a language I did not recognize and Sparrow crying, quietly, in the corner like a child who has realized that adults are not supposed to be scary but are, and that is a lesson that will follow him for the rest of his life.

Maggie Belle drove us out of Natchez at eighty miles an hour with Sparrow in the back seat holding his mouth because a tooth had come loose and blood was running down his neck like a wound, and Big Daddy was still screaming, and I was in the front passenger seat watching the trees blur past and thinking about Mercy Crowe's kitchen and the hum of the refrigerator and the way she had looked at me over her coffee cup and said: "Silas, you are a very talented man. But talent is not the same as wisdom."

She was right. I am talented. I am not wise. I have never been wise.

In the back seat, Sparrow stopped crying. He said: "Silas, why is the guard on the floor?"

I looked at him in the rearview mirror, and I saw the innocence in his eyes, and I felt something that I will not name because naming it would make it real, and I am very good at making things unreal.

"He fell," I said.

And that was the lie. The first of many. The lie that would become the foundation of everything that followed.

Because I had already told Mercy Crowe that Big Daddy was the muscle, that Maggie Belle was the driver, that Sparrow was the lockpick, and I was the teacher — the former educator who had been driven to crime by a system that had no place for a black man with a mind like mine.

It was all true and it was all false. I had never been a teacher. I had never been driven by the system. I had been driven by hunger and ambition and a talent for making people believe that I was more than I was, which is the oldest trick in the book and the most effective, because the people you are tricking are the ones who benefit from believing you are more than you are.

Maggie Belle needed me to be smart so she could feel clever for following me. Big Daddy needed me to be noble so he could feel proud for protecting me. Sparrow needed me to be wise so he could feel safe following me.

And Mercy Crowe needed me to be insignificant so she could feel powerful for dismissing me.

We were all using each other. That is not a judgment. That is an observation. The crew was not a family. It was a transaction, and I was the currency, and currencies fluctuate.

We scattered after Natchez. Big Daddy went back to New Orleans and plays drums in a bar that nobody visits on weeknights and whose owner has stopped turning on the lights on weekends. Maggie Belle drove north with Sparrow, who is probably still innocent because innocence is contagious and Maggie Belle carries it like a weapon.

I am sitting on my porch in a town I cannot name because naming it would make this story real, and I have spent my entire life trying to keep this story unreal. I am narrating it now because the writing is the only thing that does not require me to prove I am who I say I am.

Which is, again, not who I say I am.

The last paragraph I almost do not write says: I am the only person in this story who could have been good. And I chose not to be.

But I am not writing that. I am a reliable narrator, which is to say I am unreliable. And the most unreliable thing about me is that I believe my own lies.

I believe I was a teacher. I believe I was driven by the system. I believe I protected Sparrow. I believe that when I sat in Mercy Crowe's kitchen, I was making the only choice available to me.

And that is the lie that matters. Not the lies I told my crew. The lie I tell myself.

The cicadas are loud tonight. The humidity is thick. A dog barks somewhere and then stops, the way dogs do when they realize there is nothing worth barking at. I will go inside. I will pour a glass of whiskey. I will write more of this story, which is not a story at all, it is a confession from a man who has spent his entire life running and has finally arrived at a porch in a town he cannot name, sitting in the dark, listening to the cicadas, knowing that the most dangerous thing in the world is not a sheriff or a security guard or a wealthy widow.

It is a mirror.

And I have been avoiding mirrors my entire life.
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Work: The Bad Guys (Variant 03)
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