Ray was drunk. That is all anybody needs to know. He climbed onto the roof of his trailer around noon on a Tuesday in early March and just stayed there. When his neighbor Earl Henley walked by at four in the afternoon, Ray was still on the roof, sitting on the ridge, looking out at the wheat fields that stretched west toward the horizon. Earl said: "You gonna be alright?" Ray said: "Yeah." Earl didn't call anybody.

He was forty-five years old. He lived in a single-wide trailer on the edge of town — population 8,400, Kansas, somewhere between Wichita and the Oklahoma border where the road goes from paved to gravel and the houses go from brick to siding to nothing at all. He drove a 1998 Ford F-150 that barely started. Divorced five years ago. His daughter lived with his ex in Wichita and he saw her maybe twice a year, usually at a gas station off I-35 where they would stand by his truck and talk for ten minutes and then drive away in opposite directions. He worked odd jobs: mowing lawns, fixing fences, helping at the feed store when they needed someone. He was good with his hands. That was about it.

The next day, Ray was on the roof again. Then the day after. Barb Kowalzik at the Wal-Mart noticed he hadn't been coming in for his work shifts. She mentioned it to Mel Thompson at the grocery store one afternoon — they sometimes shopped at the same time, which was the extent of their relationship. Mel said he would check on Ray. He did not. He told his wife he would check on Ray. She said: "You checked on him?" He said: "Yeah." She said: "Did you actually go to his trailer?" He said: "Yeah." He had not.

A week passed. Then two. Ray was on the roof regularly now — not every day, but three or four times a week. He didn't do anything dramatic. He just sat. Sometimes he stood. Once, Barb reported to Mel at the gas station — they were both filling their trucks, which was unusual — Ray had walked from one edge of the roof to the other. The roof was twelve feet wide. It was not impressive. But it was not nothing.

"What do you think is going on with him?" Barb asked, filling her truck with regular gas and thinking about buying a six-pack of Bud Light later. She had been divorced twice. Two kids who didn't call. She was forty-three and she smoked Camels and she worked the register at the Wal-Mart and she knew when people were in trouble even when they said they were alright.

"I don't know," Mel said. "Maybe he's just... thinking."

"About what?"

"About what? Who knows. Maybe about his divorce. Maybe about his daughter. Maybe about nothing."

Barb looked at the wheat fields. They were green. They would be gold in July. They would be brown in October. They would be white in January. They would be there. Ray would not be. He was on the roof most days. He would come down at night and go inside and sleep and come back out the next morning and climb back up and sit on the ridge and look at the fields and sit and sit and sit. Nobody called anybody. Nobody did anything.

One Tuesday, Ray was gone from the roof. Earl checked on him. Ray's trailer was empty. His truck was gone. There was a note on the kitchen table, written in pencil on the back of a feed store invoice: "Gone to the water tower. Back tonight."

The water tower was the old one on the north edge of town, decommissioned in 2003, rusted, sixty feet tall. It stood alone in a field of dry grass next to a chain-link fence that had been cut and reconnected so many times it was more hole than fence. Earl drove there in his pickup. He parked. He looked up.

Ray was on top of the water tower, sitting on the rim, his legs dangling over the side. He was holding a beer. Earl sat in his truck for ten minutes. Then he drove to the feed store, bought a case of beer, and brought it up. He didn't say anything. He just set the case down on the metal platform where Ray was sitting. Ray opened one, handed it to him. They drank. They looked at the fields. Nobody talked about why Ray was on the water tower. Nobody talked about anything. They just drank and looked.

After twenty minutes, Earl said: "You wanna come home?" Ray said: "Yeah." They sat for another ten minutes. Then Ray stood up, carefully, one foot on the rim, one foot on the platform, and climbed down the rusted ladder rung by rung, his hands gripping the rungs that had not been gripped by human hands in twenty years. When he reached the ground, he said: "Thanks." Earl said: "Yeah."

They drove back to Ray's trailer in silence. Ray went inside. Earl drove home. He told his wife Ray was "alright." She said: "You sure?" He said: "Yeah."

Ray came down from the water tower that night and didn't go back up. The next day he mowed Earl's lawn. The day after, he fixed the hinge on the feed store door. Life continued, as it does. Three weeks later, Barb saw Ray at the gas station. He looked the same as always. Tired, but the same. She said: "Hey." He said: "Hey." She said: "You alright?" He said: "Yeah." And that was it. That was the whole conversation.

That night, Ray was in his trailer, watching football on a TV with a broken antenna — the picture flickered, sometimes he could barely see the players, sometimes the image split in two and he couldn't tell if the ball was going left or right. He reached into his pocket and pulled out something small: a piece of rusted nail he had found on the water tower. He put it on the windowsill, in a straight line with two other nails he had collected. Three nails, lined up perfectly, on the windowsill of a trailer in Kansas, in the dark, with only the light from the highway outside illuminating them faintly, a row of small, rusted, perfectly straight things in a world that was not.

He turned off the TV. The room was dark except for the light from the highway. He sat on his couch, which was cracked and had a hole in the armrest where his daughter had once stuck a crayon and he had never fixed. He just sat there. He did not cry. He did not call anybody. He did not think about his daughter or his divorce or why he had been on the roof for three weeks or the water tower for one night or anything that would make sense to anybody. He just sat in the dark and listened to the highway and thought about the three nails on the windowsill and the way they were lined up, perfectly straight, in a line that went from nothing to nothing and meant something in between.

He turned off the light. The room was darker. The highway light was dimmer. He sat. He breathed. He was alright.

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