Shadow of a Father

I

The trouble started, as trouble always does in Los Angeles, with a body in the water.

Jack Morane knew this because he'd been hired to find out whose it was. The body belonged to a man named Sal DeLucia—short, bald, with a diamond ring on his right hand and a bullet hole in his left temple. Police called it a drowning. Jack called it a lie, because Sal DeLucia couldn't drown if you tied him to a bowling ball and dropped him in the Pacific.

"What am I getting paid for this?" Jack asked the private investigator who'd hired him. A man called Winters. Winters had the kind of face that suggested he'd been lied to a lot and stopped caring.

"Five hundred up front, five hundred when you're done. And Jack—" Winters leaned across his desk. The office smelled of stale coffee and cheaper tobacco. "Don't go looking for anything you don't want to find."

Jack took the five hundred. He always took the money up front. It was the only thing that made sense in a city where everything else was a question mark with a price tag.

But the money wasn't what got him involved. It was the name. Sal DeLucia had been connected to something called the Providence Channel, and the Providence Channel had connected him to a two-year-old boy named Danny who lived in a small apartment in Boyle Heights with a man called Jack Morane and a woman called Clara Morane, whom Jack was pretty sure wasn't actually his wife though nobody seemed to ask about that.

II

Clara met Jack at a bar on Broadway. She was a waitress—had been for seven years, mostly at a place called The Blue Dahlia where the coffee was terrible and the customers were worse. She had dark hair that she wore pulled back, a face that was plain until you got close to it, and then you noticed her eyes. They were the colour of a winter sky, the kind of grey that makes you think about things you'd rather not think about.

"You want a drink?" she asked.

"Already had one," Jack said. "Or I was going to. There's a difference."

She smiled. It was a small smile, the kind that doesn't reach the eyes, the kind of smile a person learns to wear like a coat because it's easier than showing what's underneath.

Jack was twenty years older than her. He knew this. She knew this. Neither of them mentioned it. Age was another of those things in Los Angeles that nobody talked about unless you were selling something.

He told her he was a detective. He didn't tell her he used to be a good one. He didn't tell her that good detectives in Los Angeles either retire broke or die young, and he was somewhere in between, leaning more toward the latter.

"I'm not looking for trouble," he said.

"Nobody comes to a bar on Broadway looking for trouble," Clara said. "They come looking for a drink and find trouble on the way out."

Danny was in the apartment when Jack first visited. The place was small—two rooms, a kitchen that smelled of boiled cabbage, and a bedroom where a child of two or three slept in a crib that had seen better days. Danny was a brown-eyed, dark-haired kid with a scab on his left knee and a quietness about him that didn't belong to a child of his age.

"Your son?" Clara asked.

"My son," Jack said. The words tasted like ash and honey at the same time.

"Where's the mother?"

Jack looked at Clara. He should have lied. He always lied. But that night, for reasons he couldn't explain, he told the truth.

"She's dead. Or she was. I don't know. Sal had her. Then Sal was in the water. And now Danny's here."

Clara stared at him for a long time. Then she said, "That's the most fucked-up thing I've ever heard."

"Welcome to Los Angeles," Jack said.

III

Sal's death was not an accident. Jack knew this with the kind of certainty that comes from twenty years of reading faces. The bullet hole in Sal's temple was clean, professional, placed by someone who knew exactly where to aim. The drowning was a cover-up, a theatric touch by someone who wanted the police to file it under NATURAL CAUSES and move on to something more interesting.

But who?

Jack started asking around. He went to Sal's usual haunts—the pools halls on Spring Street, the gambling dens in downtown LA, the restaurants where men with fat wallets and thin faces smoked cigars and talked about nothing. Nobody wanted to talk about Sal. Sal was dead, and dead men don't make good conversation partners, and living men don't make good informants when the dead man was connected to things they'd rather keep dead.

Danny noticed the change in Jack. Children of troubled homes are expert readers of atmosphere. Danny watched his father pace the apartment at night, phone in hand, face grim. He watched him come home with coffee and newspaper clippings and a look on his face that Clara recognized from her own mirror.

"What's going on, Jack?" she asked one evening. They were sitting at the kitchen table. Danny was asleep in the bedroom. The apartment was dark except for the streetlight that bled through the blinds in horizontal bars across the floor.

Jack told her everything. Sal DeLucia. The Providence Channel. A network of people who moved children—not adopted them, not fostered them, moved them, like furniture, from one room to another, from one set of hands to another, for money that changed hands in envelopes and back alleys and the dimly lit offices of men who called themselves philanthropists.

"And Danny?" Clara asked.

"Danny's one of the shipments," Jack said. "Sal was the distributor. I was... I was the end of the line."

Clara's face went through a series of expressions that Jack tried not to name. Shock. Anger. Fear. And then something worse: resignation. The kind of resignation that comes when you realize the world is what it is, and there's nothing you can do about it except decide what to do tomorrow morning.

"Why are you telling me this?" she asked.

"Because I need to know if I should keep him or turn him over to the authorities. And I need to know if I should keep him because he's my son, or because I'm the only thing standing between him and the people who made him into merchandise."

Clara was quiet for a long time. Then: "He's your son, Jack. Not because of blood or paperwork. Because he's sitting in the other room right now and he trusts you to come home."

IV

The answer came in rain. It always does in Los Angeles—the truth arrives on a day when the sky opens up and the streets flood and you can't tell if you're crying or if it's just the weather.

Jack was at Sal's last known address—a rooming house in downtown LA when a man walked in wearing a trench coat and a hat and eyes like flint. Jack knew him from somewhere. He was sure of it. A pool hall? A gambling den? A funeral?

"Mr. Morane," the man said. His voice was flat, without inflection. Like he was reading from a script he'd memorized and would rather not have memorized.

"Depends on who's asking," Jack said.

"The people who know what happened to Sal."

Jack set down his coffee. "I don't think I want to know."

"Yes, you do. You're a detective, aren't you? Even a retired one. You can't help yourself. You see a puzzle and you have to solve it, even if the puzzle is a loaded gun pointed at your head."

Jack thought about Danny. He thought about Clara's winter-sky eyes. He thought about the boy who trusted him to come home.

"What do you know?" Jack said.

"I know that Sal found out something. About the Providence Channel. About who's at the top. And he was going to tell someone. So we put him in the water." The man's face didn't change. He said this the way a man might say he ordered a sandwich. "But he told someone first. A girl. A young girl. She works at a pharmacy on Olympic Boulevard. She heard Sal talking to someone on the phone. She told someone. And that someone told someone else. And now there's a paper trail, Mr. Morane, and paper trails have a way of leading to places people don't want them to lead."

"Where is this girl?"

"That," the man said, "is what you need to find out. Because if she's real—and I'm starting to wonder if she is—then she's in danger. And if she's not real..." He paused. "Then she's a fiction we created to test you. To see if you'd go looking."

Jack stared at him. The man stood up, adjusted his hat, and walked out into the rain.

Jack sat there for a long time. Then he walked to the pharmacy on Olympic Boulevard. The girl wasn't there. The pharmacy was closed. The sign in the window said PERMANENTLY CLOSED in letters that looked hand-painted and hastily done.

He drove home through the rain, the wipers slapping back and forth like a metronome counting down to something.

Clara was at the kitchen table when he got home. She had Danny on her lap. They were both looking at him.

"Well?" she said.

Jack set his gun on the table. "I don't know. Either she's real and she's in danger, or she's not real and we're in danger. And I don't know which."

Clara stood up. She walked to the bedroom and opened the closet and took out two suitcases. She brought them to the kitchen and set them on the table beside the gun.

"Then we leave," she said. "Both of us. Before we find out which."

Danny climbed down from her lap and picked up his wooden soldier. He looked at Jack. "Can I bring Mr. One-Leg?"

Jack picked up the boy and held him and nodded, and in the rain outside Los Angeles, a man and a woman and a child who wasn't theirs packed two suitcases and drove into the night, leaving behind a city of angels and a paper trail that nobody would ever follow.

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