The Sound of Nothing

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The mixing board had been broken for eleven days when Danny finally stopped pretending he was going to fix it. He sat on the stool in front of it, a half-empty can of beer on the floor beside him, and watched the dust settle on the faders. The dust was grey and fine and evenly distributed, which meant nobody had touched this board in a while. Three months, maybe four. The last client had been a high school band from Youngstown who wanted to record a Christmas song for their parents, and they had paid forty dollars in cash and left without saying thank you. Danny had watched them leave through the glass partition, standing in the control room with his arms crossed, and he had felt something that was not quite anger and not quite sadness. It was closer to exhaustion, the kind of exhaustion that lived in your bones and made you want to sit down and not get up until you died.

The studio was called Kowalski Sound and it was located on West 26th Street in a building that had been a factory in 1952 and a warehouse in 1978 and a failed recording studio in 2003 before Danny's father, Frank Kowalski, had leased it in 2005 and poured thirty thousand dollars of his life savings into equipment that was now, eleven days later, partially broken. Danny was thirty-four years old and he had inherited the studio three years ago when his father died of a heart attack in the driveway, sitting in his truck, on his way to pick up a pizza.

Danny opened the beer and drank it and put the can on the floor next to the other eleven empty cans. He was wearing the same clothes he had worn the day before: blue jeans, a grey t-shirt, socks with holes in the toes. His hair was short and dark and thinning at the crown. He looked in the reflection of the mixing board's monitor speaker and saw a man who looked like he had given up on something, though he could not have told him what.

Tina came in at seven that evening. She always came in at seven, on weekdays, unless she was working at the bar on West 4th and then she came at eight. She was thirty-two, with dark hair that she cut herself in the bathroom sink and a face that was pretty in the way that weathered things are pretty, like a stone that has been in a river so long that the water has worn away everything sharp. She worked at a bar called O'Malley's on weekends and on weeknights she sang cover songs for people who were drinking too much and not listening.

"How's the board?" she asked, closing the door behind her.

"Still broken."

"Any luck?"

"No."

She nodded and went into the control room and sat in the chair that had spring leaking out of the cushion and pulled out her phone and scrolled through it. They did not talk for twenty minutes. The studio was quiet except for the hum of the refrigerator in the back room and the sound of traffic on West 26th, which was not much traffic because West 26th was not a busy street and Cleveland was not a busy city and nothing in this part of Cleveland was busy anymore.

"I got laid off," Tina said, not looking up from her phone.

Danny looked up from the mixing board. "When?"

"Today."

"What do you mean, today? You just—you just got laid off?"

"They didn't tell me in so many words. But the manager asked me if I could work next week and I said I didn't know yet and he said okay and that's that."

Danny stood up and walked into the control room and sat down next to her. She smelled like vanilla and cigarette smoke, which was the smell she always had, a combination that had nothing to do with vanilla and everything to do with the fact that she smoked and then applied vanilla-scented lotion to her hands because the smoking made them dry.

"How bad is it?" he asked.

"Bad enough. I have until the end of the month to find something or I lose the apartment."

"Can you stay here?"

She looked at him. "Your apartment?"

"I mean the studio. You can stay in the back room. It's got a mattress and a hot plate and it's warmer than an apartment right now because the furnace actually works here."

She was quiet for a long time. The refrigerator hummed. Traffic moved on West 26th. Somewhere in the building, a pipe clanked. "Danny, I can't stay in a recording studio."

"You can. You have nowhere else to go."

"I have my sister in Akron."

"Does she want you?"

Tina did not answer. Danny understood the answer. He stood up and walked to the back room and opened the door and looked at the mattress, which was covered with a sheet that had been white once and was now the colour of dishwater, and he thought about how much of his life was spent managing decline, step by small step, from broken to worse to worst to something you could not name because you did not want to give it a name.

He came back to the control room. "The mattress is fine."

Mike showed up at nine. He was thirty-eight, built like a brick outhouse, with hands that were permanently stained with grease and concrete dust and a face that had been slapped by the wind too many times to bother with expression anymore. He had been a drummer once, in a band called The Reckoning that had played clubs in Cleveland and Pittsburgh and one time in Columbus and then fallen apart when the lead singer moved to Nashville and the bassist got married and Mike got a job at the steel plant. He came to the studio sometimes to help move equipment or fix things or just sit and drink beer and not talk about anything that mattered.

"Hey," he said, nodding at Danny. "Hey, Tina."

"Hey, Mike."

"What's broken?"

"The board. The main fader's stuck."

Mike looked at the board. "That's a pain. You need a new one."

"I know."

"Cost how much?"

"Three thousand, maybe four."

Mike shook his head. "That's a lot of money."

"It is."

They drank beer for another hour. Tina went home at ten because she had to be at O'Malley's at eleven and she needed to sleep. Mike left at eleven because he had work at the steel plant at six. Danny was alone in the studio at midnight, sitting on the stool in front of the broken mixing board, listening to the silence.

He thought about closing the studio. He had thought about it before, in the months after his father died, in the weeks after clients stopped coming, in the days after the board broke. He had thought about it so many times that the thought had lost its edge and become something flat and featureless, like a stone in a river. He would close the studio. He would find a job. A job at the warehouse on East 9th, or the factory in Lorain, or somewhere where he could lift things and carry things and come home at five and sit in front of a television and drink a beer and sleep and do it all again the next day. He would be like Mike. He would be like everyone he had ever known in this city, working jobs that didn't matter for money that wasn't enough, living in apartments that were too small and too cold and too quiet.

He stood up and walked to the piano in the corner of the studio. It was an old Yamaha that his father had bought at an auction for six hundred dollars and tuned every Sunday morning like it was a religious ritual. He sat down and played a C major chord. It was in tune. Everything else in the studio was broken or dying or slowly falling apart, but the piano was in tune. He played another chord. Then another. He played a song he had written three years ago, the year before his father died, when he still believed he was going to be a musician. The song was about a man who drove on a highway at night with the radio on and didn't know where he was going but kept driving anyway. It was not a good song. It was not a bad song. It was a song that existed in the space between good and bad, which was the same space where Danny existed.

He played it all the way through. When he finished, the studio was very quiet and the beer cans on the floor reflected the fluorescent light like small silver pools. He sat on the piano bench for a long time after he finished playing, with his hands resting on his knees, and he thought about the highway song and the man driving and the radio playing and the fact that the man was not going anywhere and knew it and was driving anyway.

In March, something happened that might have been nothing. Danny was driving to the studio on West 26th, taking the highway because the surface streets were worse in the spring when the potholes filled with rain, and he had the radio on because silence made him think about the mixing board and the three thousand dollars and the fact that Tina might lose her apartment and Mike was probably already drunk at the steel plant and his father was dead and the piano was in tune and nothing else mattered.

The radio was playing a oldies station, something from the sixties, and then it cut to a DJ who said, "Alright, here's something we picked up from a listener in Buffalo. It's an original song by an unknown artist. I don't know where it came from, but it's got a certain something. Here's 'Highway at Night.'"

Danny's hands tightened on the steering wheel. It was his song. The song he had written three years ago, the song that was not good and not bad, the song that existed in the space between. It was on the radio in Buffalo, played by a DJ who had picked it up from a listener who had picked it up from somewhere, and it was being heard by people who did not know his name and did not care about his name and would never know that he was driving on the highway right now with the same song playing on the radio, three hundred miles away, with his hands on the wheel and his eyes on the road and his heart doing nothing at all.

He did not smile. He did not cry. He did not pull over. He kept driving. He drove to the studio on West 26th, parked in the same spot he always parked, walked through the same door, and went into the control room and sat on the stool in front of the broken mixing board and picked up a can of beer from the floor and opened it and drank it and waited for the day to begin.

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