The Man Who Built the Sky



PART I



We met on a Thursday in September 1989. Syracuse University, Holden Plaza, Julian Cross carrying a backpack that weighed more than he did and a copy of Machiavelli's The Prince that he had underlined in blue ink. I was sitting on a bench reading Camus. He sat down beside me, opened Machiavelli, and said, "Do you believe any of this?"



I closed Camus. "Some of it."



"All of it," he said. "That's what makes it work."



His name was Julian. His father was a foreman at a steel plant in Youngstown, Ohio, that had closed in 1988. His mother taught second grade at a Catholic school in Warren, Pennsylvania, that was losing its accreditation. Julian graduated high school with a 3.9 GPA and a library card he had used to read every book on political theory and media strategy in the Trumbull County library. He came to Syracuse on a partial scholarship and a full appetite.



We shared a dorm room in Hannaford Hall. It was 14 by 16 feet, contained two beds, two desks, and one window that looked at a brick wall. He spent his time studying. Not studying for classes — studying the classes, the professors, the campus political machine. He attended every guest lecture that had even a tangential connection to power. He memorized the names of every student government official. He began, quietly and without announcement, building a network.



I studied literature. I read Dante and Faulkner and Woolf and tried, unsuccessfully, to make them mean something that extended beyond the page. Julian read Machiavelli and Sun Tzu and Foucault and made them mean exactly what he wanted them to mean: a manual.



After graduation, in May 1993, he moved to New York City with a suitcase, two changes of clothes, and a business card that said "J. Cross — Strategic Communications." He did not include a phone number. He did not need one. He had already begun collecting them.



I stayed in Syracuse. I finished my master's degree. I began a PhD in English literature, which meant I read a lot of books and wrote a lot of papers that nobody read and lived on a stipend of $800 a month. I visited Julian occasionally. He lived in a walk-up in the East Village that contained one room and a kitchen that double as his office. He had started a newsletter — "The Cross Report" — that he distributed to 200 people in Manhattan who paid $50 per quarter for analysis of media trends.



"It's not much," he said, showing me the apartment. "But it's mine."



"It's a start," I said. And it was. Within two years, The Cross Report had 5,000 subscribers. Within four, Julian had incorporated as Cross Media and hired two employees: a designer from Parsons and a researcher from Columbia.



By 1998, Cross Media had published three books, launched a website, and begun a podcast that predated the term by a few years. Julian was 32. He was on the cover of New York magazine's "Power & Influence" issue. He was married to Victoria Chen, an investigative journalist from San Francisco, in a ceremony in the Hamptons that I attended because I felt obligated to.



Victoria was intelligent, sharp, and beautiful. She and Julian met at a gala in 1997 where she was covering the event for the Chronicle and he was the event. They spoke for three hours on the rooftop. She wrote a profile of him that was never published. He asked her to marry him six months later.



I was happy for him. I was also terrified for him, because I had seen what ambition does to a person when it is not balanced by something else — by love, by humor, by a connection to anything real. Julian was building something, and I could see the shape of it even then: a tower that would touch the sky and cast a shadow over everything underneath it.



PART II



The empire grew. It always does. Julian acquired a small magazine called The Manhattan Review, which he folded into Cross Media's digital presence. He hired a former Wall Street journalist named Richard Hayes as editorial director. He launched a cable news segment that ran on a regional network and was watched by approximately 40,000 people per episode — enough to be profitable, not enough to be threatening.



By 2001, Cross Media reached 3 million people weekly across print, digital, and broadcast. By 2003, it reached 12 million. By 2004, the company's annual revenue was $87 million. Julian owned 60 percent. Victoria had left the journalism business and was raising Catherine, their daughter, in a co-op on the Upper East Side that cost more per month than I made in a year.



I visited once a year. Each visit, Julian's apartment grew larger and emptier. He moved from the East Village to a place in Tribeca with floor-to-ceiling windows and no furniture except a desk and a chair. "I don't need anything else," he said. "The view is enough."



He was always at work. He ate lunch at his desk. He ate dinner at his desk. He answered emails on the toilet. His personal life was a series of performance — dinners with clients, galas with donors, photo ops with politicians. He was charming when he needed to be and ruthless when he needed to be more. He had no middle ground.



Catherine was born in 2001. Julian held her for exactly 47 seconds before he put her down and went back to his laptop. Victoria saw this. She said nothing. She began leaving the house at 7 PM every night to "work late" at a hospital where she had no job.



In 2004, Cross Media's weekly reach hit 30 million. Julian framed the statistic in the lobby of his new headquarters — a former printing building on the 12th floor of a building on Lexington Avenue. "30 MILLION PEOPLE TRUST US DAILY," the plaque read.



The internal polling data, which I saw by accident in a file on his desk when I visited in March 2004, told a different story. Trust rating: 30 percent. Meaning: 7 out of 10 people did not trust Cross Media. Julian had framed the one number that made them look good and hidden the nine that did not.



I mentioned this to him once, over dinner at a restaurant in Midtown. He looked at me across a table that cost more than my car and said, "Danny, numbers don't lie. You of all people should understand that."



"I understand that numbers can be written," I said.



He smiled. It was a kind smile. It did not reach his eyes. "So can everything else."



PART III



Victoria left on a Wednesday in October 2005. She did not pack. She took a bag and left at 6 PM and did not return. Julian found the note on his desk at 9 PM: "I married a man. I live with a brand. I can't do both anymore. Catherine is with my sister. You will hear from my lawyer."



He read the note. He placed it in a drawer. He went to work.



Catherine was nine. She had never seen her father cry. She had never seen him tired, or uncertain, or afraid. She knew him only as a force — a presence that filled rooms and emptied them simultaneously.



In December 2005, Cross Media faced its first crisis. An internal investigation, commissioned by Richard Hayes and paid for by Julian personally, revealed that three of the company's investigative reports had been fabricated — not by journalists, but by contractors hired through a shell company in Delaware. The reports had influenced two congressional hearings and caused the resignation of one federal prosecutor.



Julian called an emergency meeting of his senior staff. He sat at the head of a table in a conference room on the 12th floor, looked at twelve people who had worked for him for an average of six years, and said: "Deny it. All of it. Nothing is confirmed until we confirm it."



They denied it. The public believed the denial. The congressional hearings were never reopened. The prosecutor resigned. Julian told his staff: "Good work. That's how you protect the brand."



That night, at home — the co-op was empty, Victoria had not returned, Catherine was with her mother — Julian sat on the floor of Catherine's bedroom. She was asleep, seven years old, reading a book under the light of a star-shaped nightlight. He watched her for a long time.



She woke up. "Daddy?"



"I'm here."



"Are you sad?"



"No."



"You seem sad."



He did not have an answer for that. He kissed her forehead and went to the kitchen and sat at the island and drank a glass of water and thought about Victoria's note and the denial he had ordered and the 30 million people who trusted the company that was built on the opposite of trust.



He had no answer.



Catherine, age nine, had the answer. She found him in the kitchen one morning in February 2006, standing at the window looking at nothing. She was awake early because she could not sleep — she had a math test that day and was bad at math and worried about disappointing her mother.



She looked at her father. He was tall and perfect and hollow.



"Do you love me?" she asked.



"Yes."



"Or do you love what I represent?"



He did not answer. He had spent 16 years building an empire. He had never built an answer to that question.



PART IV



The collapse was not dramatic. It was slow — a leak in a pipe that nobody noticed until the ceiling collapsed. Cross Media's revenue declined gradually from 2007 to 2010. Key journalists left. Advertisers pulled out after a scandal involving a fabricated sourcing chain that was larger than the 2005 incident and involved the same shell company. Richard Hayes resigned in March 2008, publishing a piece in The New Yorker that was thinly veiled and devastatingly accurate.



Julian stayed. He stayed because leaving was not an option. The company was leveraged beyond reason. If he stepped down, the creditors would take everything — the buildings, the brand, the name. He stayed and fought and made denial his weapon, the way he always had.



But denial stops working when the facts are too large. In December 2010, Cross Media's weekly reach had fallen to 4 million. Revenue: $12 million. Julian owned 60 percent, which meant he was worth $7.2 million on paper and $0 in cash, because the company had no liquidity.



His phone rang at 11:47 PM on December 14. He knew the number — it was Vermont, area code 802 — but he did not recognize the specific number. He answered.



"Julian?"



"Danny."



"Hey."



"Hey."



Silence. The kind of silence that is not empty but full of everything neither of you has said in 21 years.



"I'm writing things down," I said. "About you. About us. About everything."



"I know."



"You knew?"



"I've always known. That's what you do. You watch from Vermont and you write and you remember."



He was right. I had been writing — not for publication, not for money, for myself. A private document. A record. A witness statement.



"Julian," I said. "Why didn't you — I don't know what I'm asking."



He was quiet for a long time. When he spoke, his voice was different — flatter, honest, stripped of the performance that had defined him for two decades.



"I built the sky, Danny. But I forgot to build a floor."



I had no response. There was nothing to say that was not too late.



"Take care of the notes," he said. "Someone needs to remember what I was before I was a name on a building."



"I will."



"Goodnight, Danny."



"Goodnight, Julian."



The phone went dead. I sat in my study in Burlington, surrounded by books I had read and books I had not, and wrote these words: Julian Cross was a man who built an empire and lost himself in the building. He was not evil. He was not good. He was ambitious, and ambition is neither — it is a force, like gravity, and it pulls everything toward its center until there is nothing left except the pull.



I will publish these notes when I die. Or when he does. Whichever comes first.



Until then, they will sit in a drawer, in a house in Vermont, written by a man who loved his friend but could not save him.



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