I was sitting in my car outside the diner on a Tuesday morning when I saw her. Lisa Torres, my ex-wife's twin sister, sitting at a booth in the corner, eating eggs and toast.



I did not know who the man across from her was. I did not know anything about them except what I chose to know, which was nothing, because knowing things was something I had stopped doing a long time ago.



The diner was called Jerry's, and the coffee was called coffee but wasn't. I had been coming here for two years, and in two years I had learned that the waitress's name was Barb and she was going through a divorce and if you asked for ketchup she would bring it with the same expression she brought everything else.



I watched Lisa eat. She was wearing a dress I had never seen before, something simple and blue. The man across from her was older, with thinning hair and a face that had been handsome once and had not forgiven itself for it. He was talking with his hands, and Lisa was listening, and she was smiling the smile I remembered from our marriage: the one that reached her eyes but didn't quite get there.



I started the car and drove home. The home was a room above a laundromat in a town that didn't appear on most maps, and the room was twelve by fourteen feet, and the window looked out at a river that had been dying for forty years.



I made coffee. I drank it. I sat at the small table that was also my desk and read the newspaper.



Lisa showed up at my door at nine that evening. She had one bag. She was seven months pregnant.



"Can I stay for one night?" she asked. She was not crying. Lisa never cried.



I let her in. She put the bag down and sat on the bed and took off her shoes and breathed, and the breath was long and deep and the kind of breath you take when you have been holding it for a very long time.



"I don't want anything," she said. "I just need a night. Karen said I couldn't come back."



"Karen's entitled to her opinions."



"She's entitled to everything. That's the problem."



I poured two glasses of whiskey. Cheap whiskey, the kind that came in a brown bottle. We drank it in silence, and the silence was not uncomfortable.



"Do you remember," I said, "the Thanksgiving we found out about each other?"



She nodded. "The worst meal of my life."



"I didn't know which one was Karen for the first twenty minutes."



"I didn't either. And that was the problem, wasn't it?"



I had found out six months into the marriage. I had been hired to investigate a rival developer, and I had found photographs of Karen at charity galas in Ann Arbor, and I had been dating the real Karen in Detroit the entire time. The two women had swapped places for three months, and no one had told me.



I had said nothing. I was too tired. Too broke. Too old.



"I'm going to have a baby," Lisa said.



"I know."



"I don't know what I'm going to do."



"You'll figure it out."



She got up and went to the small bathroom and closed the door, and I sat at the table and drank the rest of my whiskey.



"I'm not going back," she said when she came out. "I'm not going to stay here either. But I wanted to tell you. I came here because it was your door, and I needed a door."



"You don't need my permission," I said.



"I know," she said, but she smiled, and the smile reached her eyes this time, and it was real.



She left the next morning. I made coffee. The laundromat's washing machine downstairs was running. I looked out the window at the river. The river was the color of rust and regret.



I didn't know if I was going to call her. I didn't know if I was going to try to find work in Detroit. I didn't know anything except that the coffee was bad, and it was all I had, and sometimes that was enough.



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OTMES Objective Codes:

TI=4.5(T4) M1=5 M4=5 M10=2 R=3.0 I=3 N=1 theta=180deg

Style: Dirty Realism | Era: 2020s Michigan | POV: 1st Male

Theme: Powerlessness/Micro-moments | Ending: Open

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