The ad had been small and unremarkable, tucked between a piano lesson and a used car for sale in the Sunday Times: "Live-in housekeeper needed for Upper East Side family. Experience preferred. Call within." Rosa Martinez called within. She called from a phone booth on 14th Street because she did not have a phone and the pay was a nickel a minute.

The Winthrop apartment was on seventy-second street, where the buildings went up instead of out and the windows looked across at other windows and other lives that looked, from a distance, almost tolerable. Nina Winthrop opened the door wearing a dress that cost more than Rosa would earn in six months. She was thirty if she was a day, with dark hair that had been permed into tight curls and eyes that had not slept properly in a long time.

"We need someone who can handle the baby and keep the apartment running," Nina said. She did not offer her a seat. "Andrew works on Wall Street. He comes home late. I stay here with Benjamin. I need help."

"I can do it," Rosa said.

Nina looked at her for a moment longer than necessary. "I know you can. I also know everything about you. Where you went to school. That your father was a dockworker. That you came to New York from Puerto Rico two years ago with nothing but a suitcase and a cousin who no longer returns your calls. I know all of this and I am hiring you anyway. Do not mistake that for generosity."

Rosa stood very still in the doorway. "How did you—"

"Andrew is very good at his job. Not just on Wall Street. Everywhere. He is very good at finding out things. Now come in. Benjamin is sleeping and you do not want to wake him."

The nursery was immaculate. White walls, white crib, white mobile with tiny paper stars that did not spin. Benjamin was four months old, a serious-looking baby who slept with one fist clenched as if he were already making demands of the world.

Rosa's room was at the end of a hallway that smelled faintly of lemon polish and something older, something that had seeped into the plaster over decades of other families and other lives. The walls were thin enough that she could hear the television through them even at night.

On her second day, the doorbell rang and Millie Donovan was standing on the other side of it, breathing hard, her hair frizzed from the humidity. Millie was Rosa's oldest friend, older than her from Brooklyn, which was to say she had been Rosa's oldest friend since the moment they met.

"You are working for the Winthrops," Millie said. It was not a question. "I spoke to Nina on the phone yesterday. She called me. She said she needed a housekeeper and she had found the perfect person. I told her that was my friend and she said, 'I already know about her.' Do you understand what that means?"

Rosa set down the dish towel she had been holding. "Millie, what happened?"

Millie's face closed up the way faces do when they are trying not to show you something. "Nina tried to drown Benjamin. In the bathtub. Last month. She was standing there holding his little legs under the water and she was looking at the ceiling like she was trying to remember something. I was at the door with a cake—her birthday was that week—and I could hear him splashing and I thought it was playtime and then I heard the wrong sound. The sound of a baby who is not laughing."

Rosa felt the floor disappear. "Why did she tell you?"

"Because after you pulled him out and he came gasping and everything, she looked at me and she said, 'I know what I am.' And then she passed out on the floor and I had to call the doctor. Andrew was at a dinner party. He did not come home until three in morning and all he asked was whether Benjamin was stable."

Rosa walked to the window. Through the glass she could see the fire escape and across the way another fire escape and a woman hanging laundry and a television flickering in someone else's window. A million lives, each of them separate, each of them unable to reach the others.

"I did not know," Rosa said.

"I know. That is why I came. I wanted you to know that you are not the only one who does not know what is happening in that apartment."

That evening, Rosa stood over Benjamin's crib while Nina got ready for whatever it was that women like Nina got ready for—dinner parties and charity galas and nights where they wore diamonds and smiled at people whose names they did not know.

"You do not have to be afraid of me," Nina said, applying lipstick in the mirror. Her hand did not shake. This was what frightened Rosa most of all. "I am not going to hurt Benjamin. Not today. Not while you are here."

"Why not?"

Nina put down the lipstick and turned around. She looked at Rosa the way people look at each other when they are deciding whether to tell the truth or lie. "Because you are the first person in this apartment who has looked at me and seen me. Everyone else sees the dress or the address or the way I hold my glass of wine. But you—your eyes are different. You see what is there. And if you see what is there, I cannot do what I have been thinking about doing."

"What have you been thinking about?"

Nina smiled and picked up her lipstick again. "Nothing. Let us not spoil the evening. Benjamin is sleeping and the Roast Beef is in the oven and your husband is coming home late from the office as usual. This is America. This is what we have."

But Rosa heard the words and she filed them away the way you file away pieces of glass—you know they will cut you later, so you keep them in a drawer and hope you remember not to reach in without looking.

Three days later, she found a manila folder in the bottom drawer of Andrew Winthrop's desk. It was not hidden. It was just sitting there, the way men who are confident nothing will ever be found in their drawers leave things. Inside the folder were documents about Rosa Martinez. Social security number. Employment history. A photograph of her as a child. A list of everyone she had ever known.

She stood in Andrew Winthrop's study and read the folder twice, and then she understood why Nina had hired her. It was not about cleaning or cooking or taking care of a baby. It was about having someone in the apartment that Nina could watch. Someone who was being watched so that Nina would not feel so alone in watching.

The apartment was a fishbowl and everyone inside it was a fish, and the only difference was that some of them knew they were being watched and some of them did not.

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